please excuse the dirty window. i sometimes forget to clean it...until i see a picture like this and realize how dirty it looks. whoops. 

these are my days as of late.  i haven't been feeling very motivated, enthusiastic or able to do as much as i'd like.  and i would have never guessed that pregnancy would wipe my energy slate dry.  

but it did.  and though i struggled immensely with feeling like a failure, a little worthless to my hubster and home and just plain lazy...i have recently started to embrace the stillness.  

quiet.

serene moments with the one who calls me to not only speak and pray . . . but listen. 

and He knows that i don't always listen, unless i'm forced to. 

and though i'm viewing these two little lives growing in my belly as the ultimate gift from the creator of the earth . . . i am also paralleling these gifts with significance in the work He is continuing to do in my own heart and soul. 

so be still it is. 

listen. 

watch. 

and have a heart that is ready to be taught.  for "In God I will praise his Word, in God I have put my trust; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me." Psalm 56:4 

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